阳光天使!

Sunny Girl

heh! Can’t wait to see him tomorrow! It’s been super long I actually win something. -.- LOL

Balloons.

Fun Moments.

Life

FYP will be over next friday. Sian to the max, I just want it to be over like now. I can’t take it anymore. :< Attachment will start on the following week. I hope I got into a good company, no stress and with good people & good boss. I’m starting to hate what I’m doing now. Doing the things that you doesn’t like and don’t know, the feeling just sucks max. Felt so useless. But it’s okay, it’s gonna be over soon. Just have to endure. Prays that God give me peace & joy daily. Will post again..

Cutio!

Day out on 6Nov!

Thanks dear for Istana outing, Thai Express & Burger King too! <3

Clueless.

Today was an emotional day. Left 4 weeks of fyp and I still haven’t done with it. I started to be fearful about my future. What am I going to do after graduation? I wanted to work, but which department? I don’t want to work as a programmer, I can’t do it, programming just makes me irritated & depress. I told myself that God place me in NYP – MIT for a reason, I know God place me in programming there’s a reason too. But I just doesn’t know why till now. I just dislike programming, I still don’t understand why am I doing things that I doesn’t like. It’s so tough. I’m really fearful of my future. Totally clueless, being depressed, upset, cry doesn’t help to solve everything, I just wish I didn’t grow up or I’m with God in heaven now. This world is really cruel & scary, God I need your peace, joy, love now. I can’t take it any longer.

Boo!

It’s not I didn’t think at all. I thought for very long & the chance came. I know how to manage my financials well. I’ll still have 3 events to save money for the year of 2011. I’ll lived well even if you never give me allowance every mth or by giving only a little amount. I know what I’m doing. I’m just upset about your fickle minded, your thoughts change daily, today you allow, tomorrow you will say no. -.- And nags along with the “no” too. It mades my mood bad & get irritated. :<

I believe I’ll get a stable job after attachment/grad. I know God has plans for me. I’m not afraid, but just to wait upon Him.

P/S FYP still a problem now, how I wish its over.

Wednesday blues.

2AM’s Saint O’clock album songs are really nice! 2AM (Y) I don’t like 2PM, sorry. LOL

Meeting up a few of E3-ians later after fyp! :> I’m falling asleep in my lab, so I’ve decided to post here, to keep me awake. & twit like I’m talking to another person. lol mad! I’ve to stay awake, reason is because my supervisor is in my lab today. :\ 5 more weeks for fyp then I’ll say hi to attachment and offically have long holidays from 25feb2011 while waiting for graduation ceremony in May2011. Poly years flies super fast & I doubt I’ll be studying after poly. Programming just not my cup of tea. I’ll see how it goes, God’s has plans for me, so let go let God!

Birthdays!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, ETHEL WONG! xoxo!

HAPPY 4th(In korea, Singapore 3rd) BIRTHDAY YOO GEUN!! <3