Life

FYP will be over next friday. Sian to the max, I just want it to be over like now. I can’t take it anymore. :< Attachment will start on the following week. I hope I got into a good company, no stress and with good people & good boss. I’m starting to hate what I’m doing now. Doing the things that you doesn’t like and don’t know, the feeling just sucks max. Felt so useless. But it’s okay, it’s gonna be over soon. Just have to endure. Prays that God give me peace & joy daily. Will post again..

Cutio!

Day out on 6Nov!

Thanks dear for Istana outing, Thai Express & Burger King too! <3

Clueless.

Today was an emotional day. Left 4 weeks of fyp and I still haven’t done with it. I started to be fearful about my future. What am I going to do after graduation? I wanted to work, but which department? I don’t want to work as a programmer, I can’t do it, programming just makes me irritated & depress. I told myself that God place me in NYP – MIT for a reason, I know God place me in programming there’s a reason too. But I just doesn’t know why till now. I just dislike programming, I still don’t understand why am I doing things that I doesn’t like. It’s so tough. I’m really fearful of my future. Totally clueless, being depressed, upset, cry doesn’t help to solve everything, I just wish I didn’t grow up or I’m with God in heaven now. This world is really cruel & scary, God I need your peace, joy, love now. I can’t take it any longer.